January 29, 2009

Overwhelmed

Every Once in awhile, I have good things happen to me, and sometimes bad things.
I get overwhelmed.

That's where I am right now.
Too much is happening, and I want the good feeling to last, so I shut down.
I have to overcome that feeling and move ahead.
When I do, I will know I've arrived!
I will be posting some new websites to help both you and I to save money, and still get the bariatric stuff we want and need.
Stay tuned......

January 28, 2009

Next meeting.

The next meeting of the Lancaster General Hospital Bariatric Group is Thursday, February 5, 2009.
7pm. to 8:30pm. at the Health Campus.
I haven't heard what the topic of discussion is going to be, but the support of the fellow Pre and Post people is worth it's weight in gold.
If you are going, feel free to let me know. I will be there about an hour early to walk with anyone who is interested. We walk inside the Health Campus and it's enjoyable. We cover all three floors. Nice and warm with good company.
See you there.

January 25, 2009

This is me and Lilly now!

January, 2009.
We took Lilly to an indoor playpark. I could never have done this a year ago! I was too fat and out of shape.
Now, I can move around.
I can bend down.
I can smile.
I can stand up again.
I can stay on my feet much longer than I could.

One of the things I wanted to do was to visit Eric and Shona, and Lilly once a month and take Lilly so Eric and Shona could have a few hours of free time.
I can do that now.


What's changed?

Well, that is a tough one because in order for me to answer that, I have to go back and look at the past posts. Because, I am not really concerned with change anymore. Obama can screw that up, I mean, worry about that for me.
  • I changed my chili recipe. I use it as a main meal now because I can prepare it in quantity and keep it frozen until needed. If I am lazy that day, or just need to do something else, I can grab it and heat it up in a few minutes without fuss.
My chili recipe doesn't have sausage in it anymore. I had to switch over to turkey or chicken sausage, and I don't really like either one that much. I will buy and eat other sausage in my other meals, but not add it to the chili.
I also don't use two different kinds of beef. I use ground beef now because I like the way it works smoothly into the chili. I still make up a batch with just beef cubes, but I don't mix them.
I don't add spinach to the mix anymore. I will make a stew with spinach, beef cubes, and beans, but it won't be chili.
I do add celery, onion, and carrots now on a regular basis. I also still use Lima beans and corn once in awhile. I can use them in other foods separate from chili now.
Chili was my main meal every day for awhile since it had all of the main food groups in it, and it is easy for me to prepare, but now, I am working towards incorporating other foods into my diet.
  • I started to lose weight again. My plateau is now over. This is the first plateau, not the last. I started cutting back on quantity of some meals. I standardize some meals, and change things only once in awhile. This works for me, so I do it.
  • I don't bother with the scale as much as I did. Since I started working out, I am not concerned as much with weight as I am with fitness. I want to feel strong and feel good.
  • I am not too worried about my looks. I have some sagging, and I can see that I will have a lot more to worry about soon, but I am looking so much healthier than I did. I've seen some folks lose weight too fast (non-bariatric people) and they look like death warmed over, even though they are healthy. I am concerned with making sure I lose at a rate that doesn't allow that to happen to me. I will worry about cosmetics in the future. Not my concern now.
  • I passed another round of blood tests with flying colors. I am now a fanatic about making sure I stick to my diet, and vitamin/mineral plan in order to be the best that I can be.
  • I really am starting to believe that I can finish this successfully. This is the first time I can remember feeling like this. I am sticking to my exercise plan, and not feeling like I'm going to die anytime soon. Yippie!
So, what's next? Well, for now, I will continue to move forward, and not worry about when I'll get there.