August 29, 2011

My fridge is playing the drums!

Sounds like it's time to buy a new one! It's making all kinds of funny noises.
I guess it doesn't like crystal lite!
I've been filling my time working on stuff that I didn't need to write about here, so I haven't written for awhile.
I am now taking Crestor to lower my cholesterol. This is on the advice from my Bariatric surgeon. My family doctor, I don't know so well. He means well, but can't understand that I get joint and muscle pain from statins.
I've tried them all. But, he says this one is different.
The pain creeps up on me, and by the time I realize I have it, it is way too late. I feel like an old man. Everything hurts, and it hurts to do anything. So, I lay around instead of walking or working, and I eat because I want to get up and go out but I hurt so I don't.
I really don't give a damn about my cholesterol. I will live for another 15 years, and then die. No big deal. I don't want to waste away to become a vegetable. I want to die when I'm ready.
No senility for me. I just want to fall over dead from a heart attack, when it's my time to go.
I am not ready to go yet. Too much to see and do before then.
I lost the weight, but the cholesterol stayed with me.
So now, I will crawl out to the chair and watch some more TV.
And I've only been taking the damn pills for just over a week now.
sheeeshhh!

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